So xanga is getting beat..not that anyone really cares cuz no one reads this but whatevv....so appearently myspace is the new happening thing. i have one but havent been there in god knows how long....i guess ill go update that one. if your intrested check it out...

http://home.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user&Mytoken=9C2C17C6-E1A5-4AF8-8251061D3D986C12805718187

i also have this thing called a "blurty" its confussing, but check it out ne ways haha http://www.blurty.com/users/bloodshottears

later <3

Things are looking good I guess.   I got to meet my little sister Willow today and I saw my mom again. It was a lot of fun. Im so proud of her. <33

Ive been working a lot lately. Im exhausted. But ive got to spend a lot of time with a friend and got to know him alot better.

Ive finally gotten back into writing...here it goes---

          He kisses her gentally
          And holds her tight
          Making sure body is close to his
          He stares at her intently
          Trying to figure out how one person could be so beautiful
          And he smiles--
           For tonight she is his.
          He loves the way the scent of her hair permeates the room
           And how the sleek, dark strands lay across her face
          He wishes he could stop time
           And just lay there with her tangled up in his arms
         But he knows that in this monent of  sheer beauty
          Time will go on faster than it ever has before
          And soon she will leave him for her own bed
          And he will have to cope with the fact that she was only his for the moment
           And tomorrow she may not be his....

I cant seem to make up my mind weather im happy or depressed...i guess its a little bit of both. But either way Im not liking it.

"Lovers dont make lovers cry
and for how much you claimed to love me
i cried an offel lot" </3

Here's to teenage romances,
                                        & not knowing why they hurt like hell.

So its the last day of summer..everything went by so freaking fast. I feel like summer just started and now its over. it was pretty good..alright lets recap.......

lots of swimming at Ashley Thomas's house,and seeing garrett mike n brendan, a lil swim party for Andrews birthday there too

I got to see my two bestest friends a lot this summer T.R.L. bitches....no one can beat how incredibly lucky i am for have these two girls in my life. they made the summer sweet. love those girls...tiff and regan!!!

camp with regan in virginia....sweet timesssss lemme tell ya. plus regan and i built up our friendship soo much more and we are even better friends then we were before. I love you sweetie!!!

Weekend in hershey park with the family and got to bring andrew along...that was cute. <33

Got my license and got to drive my sweet car

Went down the shore with my aunt and uncle and spent some time on the beach relaxing and getting a sweet tannn

Then my BDAY and "WE'RE GOING STREAKING WHHOOO!!" haha love those girls

inbetween all that i spent nights working or hanging out with cool ppl i havent seen in forever and i spent a lot of time with my girls n courtney n steph mcgilloway and all those cool guy friends i have (i think hahha) go carting, movies, not being let into movie theaters cuz i didnt have an id, chilling at ppls housees, swimming at buckys or ashleys...it was intresting.

but now its the last day and school starts again tmrw. i had a rough night last night and today hasnt been so great either, but its cool ill make it through alright i hope.

HEY IF YOU WERE PART OF MY SUMMER LEMME KNO THE BAST PART OF IT THAT YOU HAD WITH MEEEEEEE!!!

Friday was my Birthday!!!! It was pretty fun.. I hung out with the girls Regan, tiff and Sonya and had dinner at my work, then we met up with Ryan, jen, and Rachael..it was a good time.

I worked last night and i gotta work again tonight...grrrr

Heres some pics from the shore, and my birthday

 The view from the back of the house

COMPUTER IS BEIIIING GAAAAY REST OF PICS UP SOOOOOON